As the title states everything is wonderful. I say this for a few different reasons: new found self love, recovery improvements, and a new outlook on life are just a few of the reasons why. We are only nine days into this year and I couldn’t have asked for a better start.
For the first time in almost twenty years of existing in this world I’m not just starting to love myself, but almost overnight I learned to love myself unconditionally. My whole life I’ve always been a scrawny person other than before a growth spurt where one naturally fills out, but to everyone around me they always told me I was too chubby. I only have 15-17 percent body fat so I’m not going to let myself believe that I’m too chubby for another minute. Quite frankly I would miss my singular really tiny roll that exists when I slouch as much as I can when sitting down. PSA dear society, this year let’s stop teaching everyone to hate themselves for not being perfect and promote loving all shapes and sizes.
Secondly I’ve seen some awesome new movement in my hand this week. The ability to move my fingers from side to side, yes the movement varies every time, but I am still really excited about it. Look out world I imagine the finger wag sassy of my left hand will be back in action sooner than originally anticipated.
Lastly I’m absolutely loving my new positive outlook on life, I honestly don’t think I have ever felt this good in my whole life. My great days are a euphoria and my bad days are the same as my good days last year so it’s all good. Which brings me to the conclusion that in none of the days that I can remember have I felt internal happiness until now. I’m not sure if this is sad or amazing, but I think I’m going to go with amazing because I have never felt this great. I’m so happy that even I get a little annoyed by it at times.
Have a phenomenal year full of love everybody,